my insecurity

In this lonely and dim room
I found myself recalling the past,
Chilling in a space and doom
That even time don’t know when it would last

Dominated by lots of fears
Lingering in many reasons.
Tasting my own cast of tears,
Of that memoires of insecurities

Choices lay in front of me
But I don’t really know which way,
I knelt down and pray,
Because no air can blow this pain away

My mind tells me to stop,
My body wants to flap!
The sound of silence keeps on beating
And in cold white blocks I’m burning.

A moment passed and I’m fainting
In a kismet of light I’m fading
He killed me,
My insecurity.