scrupulous brat!

what a day...i don't really like what happend today...it's so awful! yikes!

whew! my mind tells me not to accept that scene...(yuck!) huhuhuhuhuhu...it cant be...it was not me who made it...it is my other half...she's too weak...

kabalo kamo ano gina yaw-yaw ko? nanghalok lang man ko sang tao ah...dipuga!

linte gid tana ya, indi tana to ako...sure gid ko sina...ahai...ginago tana ni ya...indio nagid ko mag liwat...promise gid na...yikes!


indi nagid to maliwat isumpa ko pagid na!

what i really felt right now...

it so dark and gloomy, so wet and i feel so sticky
my heart is trap with something that i can't identify
my body and mind are in not so good condition
i want to faint a moment and have a rest for the rest of my life.
funny isnt it?

1st,
it was my friends, i am with them for almost 4 years
but its like forever that i have to consider their feedbacks and reactions
they belong to the pieces that makes me human,
they are so important to me,
oh i love them so much.
but they also the one who makes me feel sad,
they created different stories that i cant figured out where it came from.
though they dont talk so loud
the vibrations and the silence reached my soul
and it made me sick.
i just cant tell a word because i dont know what to say.
but it is just some of them, and i wanna thank them
for giving me an opportunity to reach the truth.

2nd. other people

they made me sick in a way that they dont want me,
they hurt me in their most clever way...
and i hate them!

3rd. myself..

i love her, but i hate her.

God help me...

From the inside out

A thousand times I've failed
Still your mercy remains
And should I stumble again
Still I'm caught in your grace

Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame
my heart and my soul, Lord I give you control
Consume me from the inside out Lord
Let justice and praise become my embrace
To love You from the inside out

Your will above all else, my purpose remains
The art of losing myself in bringing you praise

Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame
In my heart, in my soul, Lord I give you control
Consume me from the inside out Lord
Let justice and praise become my embrace
To love You from the inside out

Chorus 2x
Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame
And the cry of my heart is to bring You praise
From the inside out Lord, my soul cries out

filth..

whew!

my views in life have changed...

aie ewan...


i hate bitches and witches!...there making me ill...

whew!...

somebody save me...i cant take all the pain na...

cant take it na...pero basin kaya pa...

sakit nagid akon buot ya...

though wala ga tulo akon luha, gina mean man nga wala ko ga hibi...

sakit nagid ang mga sugilanon nga mabatian ko...

ambot ah...

daw sila gid ga paandar sang akon kinabuhi...

sa balay...sa gawas amo gyapon..

waay sang maka intindi sa akon...

mabuang gid ko sini ba...

hai...

sige lang...

kaya paman...

indi lang anay ko mag istorya...

biskan kapoy na nga cge dala sini...

i hate you!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i hate you....


grrrrr...


bwisit ka...

gina into mo lang ko,,,...


shit ka...


bwisit...


whew!!!!!


i hate you...

i hate you...


i hate you...

gtrabeh ang mga pang into...


i hate yoiy...


really hate youe.......

the new me.

matinumanon kag matahuron nga bata, amo na ila pagka describe sa akon dati, gina kadlawan ko lang sila kay way gid sila kalibutan sang mga nagakahitabo sa akon, ambot gani ah kay daw way man bi ko gana ipahibalo sa ila, kabalo abi ko nga indi sila ka intindi.

ning nag agi lang nga mga inadlaw, puro away sang akon utok kag sarili ang nga pamalay sa akon, amo indi ko kaintindi sang akon sarili, pero nanningkamot gid ko makilala sya, kaso way gid yah!...na ugot lang ko,...hehehehe...

naluoy na gani ko sa mga tao sa palibot ko kay makita ko nga nagapaningkamot sila nga makilala ko pero anhon da pagka kilala sa akon kung biskan ako way ka kilala sa sarili ko...hai...

subong gina try ko gid nga ma bag-o ang tanan..nga himuon ang title sini nga post nga tuod...tani makabulig ang iban nga tao sa akon. pero kabalo ko nga ako lang ang makahimo sina kag wala nay liwan pa.