it so dark and gloomy, so wet and i feel so sticky
my heart is trap with something that i can't identify
my body and mind are in not so good condition
i want to faint a moment and have a rest for the rest of my life.
funny isnt it?
1st,
it was my friends, i am with them for almost 4 years
but its like forever that i have to consider their feedbacks and reactions
they belong to the pieces that makes me human,
they are so important to me,
oh i love them so much.
but they also the one who makes me feel sad,
they created different stories that i cant figured out where it came from.
though they dont talk so loud
the vibrations and the silence reached my soul
and it made me sick.
i just cant tell a word because i dont know what to say.
but it is just some of them, and i wanna thank them
for giving me an opportunity to reach the truth.
2nd. other people
they made me sick in a way that they dont want me,
they hurt me in their most clever way...
and i hate them!
3rd. myself..
i love her, but i hate her.
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