so unfortunate...

i have waited for so many years
for you to come back,
i have waited a million stars to fall
just to catch your smile,
i have waited my whole time,
just to see you,
but now that i have seen you
i feel so cold and crushed because
i saw you happy and so contented,
in others arms.

i know i've been drifted into many expectations
that you and me will be together,
that your smile belongs to me and only in me.
that your shoulders are mine,
but unfortunately,
i was just dreami'n.

i don't know if you experience this,
being hurt by the person you love,
that you can feel that he is with you but,
unfortunately not.

being so dumb and idiot because of the things you did,
but not an even glance he see's
being so thankful to have him in your life,
but in his side,
he cannot even see your worth...

crying in this kind of pain is so idiotic
it feels like youre such a pathetic person,
but what can i do,
this is what i feel,
i cry, i can feel pain, i fall on knees,
i pray, a bleed...because i'm a human..

but unfortunately...feeling this kind of pain
is like i'm suffering in a sweet-bitter snow..
feeling so cold while burning...

with this im so unfortunate.