Monday, January 30, 2012

SANGGUNIANG BAYAN OF ISULAN
STANDING COMMITTEES
FOR YEAR 2010-2013

1. COMMITTEE ON EDUCATION, ARTS, CULTURE AND HISTORICAL AFFAIRS
CHAIRMAN - HON. PABLETO A. RENDON, JR.
VICE CHAIRMAN - HON. JOSELITO M. VALENCIA
SECRETARY - HON. AL JOHN M. DISTOR

2. COMMITTEE ON FINANCE, BUDGET APPROPRIATIONS AND WAYS AND MEANS
CHAIRMAN - HON. LORD DEAN H. CASTILLO
VICE CHAIRMAN - HON. CARLO F. APIADO
SECRETARY - HON. AL JOHN M. DISTOR

3. COMMITTEE ON LAWS. RULES AND ORDINANCES
CHAIRMAN - HON. ELNO S. SEGURA
VICE CHAIRMAN - HON. LORD DEAN H. CASTILLO
SECRETARY - HON. ROGIE E. ARISTOZA

4. COMMITTEE ON PEACE AND ORDER, HUMAN RIGHTS AND PUBLIC SAFETY
CHAIRMAN - HON. ROGIE E. ARISTOZA
VICE CHAIRMAN - HON. VENANCIO G. FORRO
SECRETARY - HON. MIKHA T. PADERNILLA

5. COMMITTEE ON ZONING, PUBLIC WORKS AND LAND USE/HOUSING
CHAIRMAN - HON. JOSELITO M. VALENCIA
VICE CHAIRMAN - HON. ROGIE E. ARISTOZA
SECRETARY - HON. AL JOHN M. DISTOR

6. COMMITTEE ON GOOD GOVERNMENT AND LABOR AND EMPLOYMENT
CHAIRMAN - HON. PABLETO A. RENDON, JR.
VICE CHAIRMAN - HON. ANA FE M. COLLADO
SECRETARY - HON. JOSELITO M. VALENCIA

7. COMMITTEE ON SOCIAL SERVICES AND CHILDREN’S WELFARE
CHAIRMAN - HON. LORD DEAN H. CASTILLO
VICE SECRETARY - HON. CARLO F. APIADO
SECREATRY - HON. JOSELITO M. VALENCIA

8. COMMITTEE ON HEALTH, SANITATION AND NUTRITION
CHAIRMAN - HON. ROGIE E. ARISTOZA
VICE CHAIRMAN - HON. CARLO F. APIADO
SECRETARY - HON. PABLETO A. RENDON, JR.



9. COMMITTEE ON TRADE AND INDUSTRY/TOURISM
CHAIRMAN - HON. AL JOHN M. DISTOR
VICE SECRETARY - HON. ROGIE E. ARISTOZA
SECRETARY - HON. ANA FE M. COLLADO

10. COMMITTEE ON AGRICULTURE AND COOPERATIVES
CHAIRMAN - HON. AL JOHN M. DISTOR
VICE CHAIRMAN - HON. ELNO S, SEGURA
SECRETARY - HON. JOSELITO M. VALENCIA

11. COMMITTEE ON TRANSPORTATION, COMMUNICATION AND ENERGY
CHAIRMAN - HON. CARLO F. APIADO
VICE CHAIRMAN - HON. JOSELITO M. VALENCIA
SECRETARY - HON. ROGIE E. ARISTOZA

12. COMMITTEE ON YOUTH AND SPORTS
CHAIRMAN - HON. RYNN JUDD C. ESCAÑO
VICE CHAIRMAN - HON. ELNO S. SEGURA
SECRETARY - HON. CARLO F. APIADO

13. COMMITTEE ON WOMEN AND FAMILY
CHAIRMAN - HON. ANA FE M. COLLADO
VICE CHAIRMAN - HON. RYNN JUDD C. ESCAÑO
SECRETATRY - HON. ESTARLITO M. DISTOR

14. COMMITTEE ON MUSLIM AFFAIRS AND CULTURAL COMMUNITIES
CHAIRMAN - HON. NOEL L. LOZADA, JR.
VICE CHAIRMAN - HON. ROGIE E. ARISTOZA
SECRETARY - HON. ELNO S. SEGURA

15. COMMITTEE ON BARANGAY/COMMUNITY AFFAIRS
CHAIRMAN - HON. NOEL L. LOZADA, JR.
VICE CHAIRMAN - HON. PABLETO A. RENDON
SECREATRY - HON. JOSELITO M. COLLADO

16. COMMITTEE ON GAMES AND AMUSEMENT
CHAIRMAN - HON. ELNO S. SEGURA
VICE CHAIRMAN - HON. JOSELITO M. VALENCIA
SECRETARY - HON. RYNN JUDD C. ESCAÑO

17. COMMITTEE ON ECONOMIC ENTERPRISE
CHAIRMAN - HON. CARLO F. APIADO
VICE CHAIRMAN - HON. LORD DEAN H. CASTILLO
SECRETARY - HON. PABLETO A. RENDON, JR.




18. COMMITTEE ON ENVIRONMENTAL PROTECTION AND PRESERVATION
CHAIRMAN - HON. ANA FE M. COLLADO
VICE CHAIRMAN - HON. PABLETO A. RENDON, JR.
SECRETARY - HON. CARLO F. APIADO

19. COMMITTEE ON ACCREDITATION
CHAIRMAN - HON. JOSELITO M. VALENCIA
VICE CHAIRMAN - HON. ELNO S. SEGURA
SECRETARY - HON. PABLETO A. RENDON, JR.


2010 SANGGUNIANG BAYAN DISTRICT BARANGAYS


HON. ARNOLD H. ARMADA - KUDANDING
HON. CARLO F. APIADO - SAMPAO, TAYUGO
HON. PABLETO A. RENDON, JR. - D.LOTILLA, MAPANTIG
HON. JOSELITO M. VALENCIA - LAGUILAYAN, IMPAO
HON. LORD DEAN H. CASTILLO - BAMBAD, NEW PANGASINAN
HON. AL JOHN M. DISTOR - KALAWAG II, LAGANDANG
HON. ROGIE E. ARISTOZA - KALAWAG I, KOLAMBOG
HON. ANA FE M. COLLADO - KENRAM, DANSULI
HON. ELNO S. SEHGURA - KALAWAG III, BUAL

Friday, January 20, 2012

Signs of Falling Out of Love in a Relationship

Unfortunately, not all relationships last forever. Many couples feel their love fading away after sometime due to several reasons. You might notice your preferences changing and you might not be attracted to your partner any more. If you feel the same way, here are some obvious signs that can tell you for sure that you no longer want to continue your relationship.

1. You are no longer interested in the relationship
If you continuously feel disinterested in your relationship, it is surely a sign that you want to move on. If you have a feeling that you should end the relationship and do not seem to be attached to your partner, then you have to understand that you are falling out of love.


2. No attraction toward your partner
When the love is out of your relationship, you will never like any kind of physical intimacy with your partner. Even if you meet your partner after a long time, you will not feel attracted to him. On contrary, you might find yourself criticizing his ways of doing things.


3. Having another relationship
This is serious sign that you no longer love your partner. You can be unfaithful only if you are not satisfied with your relationship. You might find yourself being attracted to other men, but not your partner. Instead, you would be wondering how you had ever fell in love with him.


4. Irritated with your partner
If you no longer want to stick with your partner, you might find yourself being irritated by his small mistakes. You will be searching for situations to find fault. No matter how much your partner tries, you will never appreciate his effort. His presence might cause irritation.


5. No explanation for your behavior
You might find it difficult to be near him. You will not feel like being with him and supporting him. Moreover, you might not feel that there is a need to explain your behavioral change. You will just not feel like spending time with him.


6. Absence of emotions
If you no longer feel like understanding his feelings, it is a time to quit. Love is all about caring, sharing, supporting, hugging and holding on to each other at all times. If you do not feel like doing all this, it means the love is over.


7. Criticizing him
If you continuously find faults with your partner's look, behavior, way of talking, dressing or everything else, your relationship will soon end. Nobody in this world is perfect. If you really love a person, you have to accept him along with his imperfections. If suddenly you find yourself hating everything about him, there is surely no love left.


8. You don't want to say "I love you"
If you love a person, you need to acknowledge it in order to keep the spark in your relationship alive. Saying "I love you" is the simplest and the sweetest way of telling your partner that you love him and care for him. However, if you no longer feel like saying these words, surely there is something wrong in your relationship.


These are some of the signs that can make you and your partner realize that there is no more love left in your relationship. It is better to recognize these signs as soon as possible. If you really want to stay.

(source: http://www.1-love-quotes.com/)

Friday, December 9, 2011

please come back home :(

How can I stand the day alone
I recall the times when our love was thrown
And how will I get through the day
My tears are falling down
Remembering the words you said

Tell me that our love won’t fade away

Can anybody tell me how a perfect love went wrong
Can anybody heal my heart and mend my broken soul
If there’s someone who can count my tears and all my sorrow
Oh please make him come back home

You promised a lifetime of love that will never fade
Until the day the sun no longer shines
But you’ve let my heart died
You left me all alone I’m grieving now
Coz you found someone new

Tell me this is not a game you play


I don’t wanna go on without
No more sleepless nights because of you
Hold me tight don’t ever let me go
Don’t let me go

Friday, October 14, 2011

101311

11 months
317 days
7,608 hours
1, 761,300 minute
27, 561, 600 seconds

-untouched, no strings, no words, no feelings.

Sunday, September 18, 2011

:(

I hate you, I really, really hate you… watching both of you having fun together makes me wanna scream and forget what we had. Why did you say, wala ra to? Naa man gain sa iya imong jacket!!!! I hate it!!!!! I hate her! I hate everything!!!!

Tuesday, December 28, 2010


I have this feeling of being left out… of being abandoned and stuck in a pedestal. This is not my place, I used to be in wilderness and do what I want to do, at the same time get what I want and never beg for it, but now, standing here in a shapeless desert I felt like a sand that when the wind blows I would go with it. No direction. No space of authority to do good and think for my own… In the past few days of being here, I just remembered the past, somewhere I saw my refuge, at least there I saw myself whole. Not like now, that even in the center of this desert, the rain inside my heart never stop, it keeps on pouring and begging for clemency to stop for a while.
What I want to do by now is to hope, not to change the past but to look for something better for myself and for everybody… that one bad wolf cant ruin the goodness inside me and a bitch and gold digger fox cant even steal the knowledge and kindness I already owned. I don’t consider them as an adversary but a good fate that I am so grateful to welcome over and over again inside my circle.
Maybe I’m just me, I’m just a typical provincial girl, a typical woman, a commoner. I don’t have those attitude and character they said they have, I don’t have the loveliness they get proud of, but I’m better than them.

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Recognized

It was like a year ago since I put my thoughts in words in this blog, and now, I was doing the same thing.


One year ago I was fallen and was attached to a vampire, a very bold and unusual vampire, he was valuable and precious in my eyes that very moment I fall in love with him, I have love him because of his honesty and pride, because of his dedication and transparency, I love him because he is so good to me, that even, I keep on hurting him in a million reasons, he always give me the thought of courage and truth., many times I have tried to discourage and put him in pedestal, but his love is willing to sacrifice, a vampire that is not good In nature but has a plain and clear heart.

Many of my friends are not good in him, though all his hard work and sacrifices are mostly rendered to me, to be good in my eyes and to be good in them… he is quite bitter because he’s thinking that I never saw those, but he’s wrong, I almost lowered my pride because of those sacrifices. I’ve seen it all. But unfortunately no matter what he tried to change his fate, he is still a vampire, a blood sucker human like creature. His past will always hunt him…us.

After one year and four months he decided to end the tie, to cut the chain…to go away… though its so hard for me, I must, and I should… and now I am trying to make up with myself, to still hope for that lost first and last love… because I know, I would never find any love like that… I must go on… and never look back… I decided to let go and never bring it back again…I don’t want him back because we have hurt each other so much, and he cant have me back again… I was just hoping that someday I will find myself smiling and laughing the same before he left me…

Friday, February 12, 2010

i love him because i hate him...


i cant barely describe what i really felt right now, but one thing is for sure...im in love with him, my soul speak so loudly and banging for his presence beside me. he serves as the third man in my life, first was my Father, second was my biological father. i love him for the man he wants to become, although sometimes he thinks he's not really meant for me.

i cant join my pulses to bump but i can surely go with the flow with his love.

the rain inside my heart vanished since the day he came.

Friday, January 15, 2010

torn


As the darkness entered this room, I feel so cold and torn, I can’t hold my breath and I don’t want to release my tears, but, seems like there drops of rain rushing to flow inside my heart down to my soul. It was all started last night, partly midnight…I’ve decided to end the relationship with the one I love…although the feelings still burning inside me, keeping me alive and still giving me the reason to love him. I don’t know why, I know that in my part there were no legal reason to end it, and in his part also, I still decided to end it. I know the culpability is mine, and I take the responsibility to suffer. It hurts me a lot, much to him…but I know deep inside my heart that if time and fate still choose us to be part of each lives someday, they will surely make a move to take the Venus to mars. At this very moment of time, im hurt but I know someday, sometime, maybe these things will lead us to a better one.

Thursday, January 7, 2010

patch


Moody and gloomy
Is what he always defines me.
I wonder how far he knows all about my story
Coz in every word I say, smiling is what he pay.

Rugged and funny
Yet, romantic in his own way.
Bliss is what I felt every time were together,
Truly I found myself in him till it meets forever.

Smart and unsoiled
Is what he always thinks of me,
No wonder he cant read and comprehend my mind
What he choose to see is purely blind.

Psychotic – neurotic
Coz he’s mind always play
But deep within his self, I found some serenity
Foolishness this sound maybe,
but he’s everything I pray.

fine but naïve
ghastly and chaotic
attitudes don’t go in same way
but that makes us happy and gay.

my insecurity


In this lonely and dim room
I found myself recalling the past,
Chilling in a space and doom
That even time don’t know when it would last

Dominated by lots of fears
Lingering in many reasons.
Tasting my own cast of tears,
Of that memoires of insecurities

Choices lay in front of me
But I don’t really know which way,
I knelt down and pray,
Because no air can blow this pain away

My mind tells me to stop,
My body wants to flap!
The sound of silence keeps on beating
And in cold white blocks I’m burning.

A moment passed and I’m fainting
In a kismet of light I’m fading
He killed me,
My insecurity.

it's safe not to tell


This past few days, I’ve done so many crazy things that I cannot imagine I could have done it. I was too down coz I’m in search of my missing self and soul. yearning inside my heart for affirmation. I was so addictive, a happiness finder (I always reminding myself not to search my own happiness, it was a desire, I don’t deserve it!) and at a moment I found an escape, an escape I never thought I could do it even in my wildest dreams. It started on new years eve, everyone was so busy having a great time with the people they loved most, greetings, hugs, kisses are all around them (including me), but in a bit of a second when all the fireworks and sounds of happiness gone, I found myself doing so crazy things I never thought I could (I don’t want to mention what it is..Hehehe (it’s not your secret to share)), but in my part, no regrets, I’ve done it and I know I’m the one who is accountable in my own actions. I did an irrevocable mistake but I have gained a great lesson afterwards, I do these crazy stuffs, illogical and unreasonable things. I did it for myself and not for others, and I don’t care if others may know all about it, besides who can tell my own story better than me, I am the one who knows the whole story of my life, no one could just simply write a book and publish their own bible if they don’t know what are the foundation of making it. I just hope that what I did will be my failure in forward way.

Thursday, December 17, 2009

a friend or foe?

when i im sad,
he was with me...
is He a friend or a foe?

when im so happy
he was with me...
is He a friend or a foe?

when im confused
he was with me...
is He a friend or a foe?

when i feel so bless
he was with me...
is He a friend or a foe?

when i hate myself
he was with me...
is He a friend or a foe?

when i love being me
he was with me...
is He a friend or a foe?

when i feel so sick
he was with me...
is He a friend or a foe?

when i feel so strong
he was with me...
is He a friend or a foe?

when im down on my knees
he was with me...
is He a friend or a foe?

when i rise
he was with me...
is he a friend or a foe?

when everything is talking back
he was with me...
is He a friend or a foe?

when im in bliss
he was with me...
is he a friend or a foe?

when all things fall apart
he was with me...
is He a friend or a foe?

is He a friend or a foe...

i dont know...
all i know is the fact that...


He was with me...

Thursday, December 10, 2009

i hate them!


I feel so insecure, feel so used, and feel so taken for granted (it is because i am). I wish I could go back and stole just a second to erase that moment, that moment where all these hurts started. Where all the hatred and selfishness ruled.
Bad words that had never spoken and doubt embracing my heart.
But unfortunately,
it can’t be.
I just wanted to delete all the insecurities.
I hate her; I hate her for being so flirt, for being so insensitive, I hate her for being so dumb! I hate everything about her...
and I hate him for being so safe, for being so immature, for being so ****** , I hate him for being so good to her, I hate him for being so great to her, I hate him for being so childish, I hate him for being so rude to me, I hate him for every reason because of her

(forgive me my Lord)

I hate that moment; it keeps on hunting me almost every second of my life.

I can feel the scar flecked not just in my mind and heart but in my soul, I don’t know how to find myself and renew the broken faith and trust for in my own opinion it leaves a deepest mark and no one can change whatever I felt right now.

God only knows how I’ve tried to ignore this one, but for now, for now, I think I can’t find the answer.

I hope someday it will serve as a tool to strengthen my faith…

Friday, September 25, 2009

This one is for me




Living in the world of reality means you have to deal with real things,
with life
. In the past 18 years of my life there are lots of things to consider as the best thing that happened. I have so many accomplishments that everyone around me shared me with joy. Visions are plainly and superbly laid in front of me, goals are ready to be hit anytime I want, that’s because I have everything and I believe I deserve all those things. Later, I mean this past few months I’ve come to realize that the world is not for me but for those people who work out for it, that I am in a world of reality, in this past few months I have met someone whom I should consider part of my third door (I have known him for years but were not that closed), he’s so caring, sweet, nice, kind (in some ways) and wise. But the thing is he is also deviant (well everyone is deviant by there nature), picky and observant. He can easily get across with the idea; he can put his thoughts in words and can think as seven times if he wants to. But the thing is I like him the most and I can’t really understand why of all those people who want to be with my world, it’s him who unlocked the gate. I hate him for some reasons, but I love him for more than any reason. some of my friends don't like him, some don't even appreciate what he's doing, well i think that's because he's so hooked in his past and they don't want me to trap in that kind of relationship (i appreciate their concern sooo much..) that's why When he came into my life, I just can’t figure out why “him” of all those person and God forgive me, I think I deserve him and I think this one is for me.

Monday, August 17, 2009

scrupulous brat!

what a day...i don't really like what happend today...it's so awful! yikes!

whew! my mind tells me not to accept that scene...(yuck!) huhuhuhuhuhu...it cant be...it was not me who made it...it is my other half...she's too weak...

kabalo kamo ano gina yaw-yaw ko? nanghalok lang man ko sang tao ah...dipuga!

linte gid tana ya, indi tana to ako...sure gid ko sina...ahai...ginago tana ni ya...indio nagid ko mag liwat...promise gid na...yikes!


indi nagid to maliwat isumpa ko pagid na!

Monday, August 10, 2009

what i really felt right now...



it so dark and gloomy, so wet and i feel so sticky
my heart is trap with something that i can't identify
my body and mind are in not so good condition
i want to faint a moment and have a rest for the rest of my life.
funny isnt it?

1st,
it was my friends, i am with them for almost 4 years
but its like forever that i have to consider their feedbacks and reactions
they belong to the pieces that makes me human,
they are so important to me,
oh i love them so much.
but they also the one who makes me feel sad,
they created different stories that i cant figured out where it came from.
though they dont talk so loud
the vibrations and the silence reached my soul
and it made me sick.
i just cant tell a word because i dont know what to say.
but it is just some of them, and i wanna thank them
for giving me an opportunity to reach the truth.

2nd. other people

they made me sick in a way that they dont want me,
they hurt me in their most clever way...
and i hate them!

3rd. myself..

i love her, but i hate her.

Thursday, August 6, 2009

God help me...

From the inside out

A thousand times I've failed
Still your mercy remains
And should I stumble again
Still I'm caught in your grace

Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame
my heart and my soul, Lord I give you control
Consume me from the inside out Lord
Let justice and praise become my embrace
To love You from the inside out

Your will above all else, my purpose remains
The art of losing myself in bringing you praise

Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame
In my heart, in my soul, Lord I give you control
Consume me from the inside out Lord
Let justice and praise become my embrace
To love You from the inside out

Chorus 2x
Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame
And the cry of my heart is to bring You praise
From the inside out Lord, my soul cries out

filth..

whew!

my views in life have changed...

aie ewan...


i hate bitches and witches!...there making me ill...

whew!...

somebody save me...i cant take all the pain na...

Sunday, July 19, 2009

cant take it na...pero basin kaya pa...

sakit nagid akon buot ya...

though wala ga tulo akon luha, gina mean man nga wala ko ga hibi...

sakit nagid ang mga sugilanon nga mabatian ko...

ambot ah...

daw sila gid ga paandar sang akon kinabuhi...

sa balay...sa gawas amo gyapon..

waay sang maka intindi sa akon...

mabuang gid ko sini ba...

hai...

sige lang...

kaya paman...

indi lang anay ko mag istorya...

biskan kapoy na nga cge dala sini...